Saturday, January 23, 2010
title:{}
this week rather a different weeks for me.
i get to go home earlier and slack.
suddenly feel that that this year is totally differ from the others year, esp the sense of belonging.
okay, having loads of test next week.
CHEMISTRY,GENERAL PAPER AND MATH.
all this tests have make me gone entirely mad to the core.
feel so sick this whole week.
was banned for physical training this week because of gastric pain.
really hope that my sickness can recover.
i have been missing for your message.
no matte how cold you treat me now, i still need an answer.
be it logically or not, i still need.
messaging with you this few days!
rather miss the times that spend with you.
im wondering of all these sweet talks touched me?
im not sure and i dont dare to think far.
you shall lead me to the right path, no one but you.
CONTRADICTION!
the light of this road should be guided by you and not other's!Labels: love you =)
1/23/2010 11:49:00 PM;
Saturday, January 16, 2010
title:{get on the running shoe and run.....}
starting of my hectic life again.
schooling, studying, mugging, tuition-ing, tests and basically everyone seem so competitive now.
to my surprise, i have been online-ing for one whole week.
wondering what i have been doing this one week.
this week have two test -math and physic.
i think both test i have done extremely badly.
out of so many many subjects that i take, i only love chem and econs.
even though i dislike physic and math to the core but i still have to score well for alevels.
have been telling myself not to procastine but i have been procastine all this while. certainly sure for this week.
trying to give my holis a big closure, but my heart have never been doing so.
sometimes i have thinking that everyone say that as long as you make the effort to study, you will do well.
how real is this statement?
suddenly lost track in the direction that i want to go.
seeing people who graduate from university or even going into university, seem noble but its so far far away from me.
nevertheless, i still have to go through. that's the promise that i make for myself and also to the people who have high hopes on me.
and i just hope that someone can be my motivator or rather a person who can stand by me to constantly teach me on the weaker subject.
its so hard to find but i know that i really really need help in physic and math.
pleassseeee, someone help me! seriously.
i know its my last years in jc and i cant slack anymore.
its time that i put on the fast pace running shoe and start running to the final destinations.
SET MY GOALS CLEAR! i dont want my goals to be only dream.
I WANT TO GET INTO PSYCHOLOGY COURSE!
im still constantly waiting for your message. your message is definitely an act of motivator to me!Labels: stop procastinating.
1/16/2010 10:04:00 PM;
Saturday, January 9, 2010
title:{im becoming like a tutu girl =)}
FINALLY...
i cut my hair.
waited for super long sia-.-
but like some noob now.
im still waiting for your reply.
not only you have feelings but i also have can?
you are human so am i.Labels: special love for you =(
1/09/2010 09:41:00 PM;
title:{im expecting just a simple message from you, but you didnt give me!}
Exactly two months i haven been directly talking to you.
this entire two months has been a total difference world for us.
maybe you have begin to avoid but why do you do so?
you owe me an explanation then.
billy bombers.
celebrate wenyong birthday!
the first birthday celebration for the new year.
hahahaha=)
Labels: a simple message =(
1/09/2010 12:19:00 AM;
Thursday, January 7, 2010
title:{you can never be taken or replaced!}
sometimes i need the freedom and space to react.
stop pushing me to the extreme end before i become reactive.
once it belong to you, no one can take it away!
trying to finish up my holis homework.
however, it seem like never-ending!
I LOVE MY HOMEWORKS. ("REAL")
Labels: freedom is what i need =)
1/07/2010 10:15:00 PM;
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
title:{Stop doubting me!}
Studies is important.
But doesnt mean that you dont see me study mean i never study can!
stop doubting my ability.
i know my own path, just be my pillar of support.
THAT ALL YOU HAVE TO DO!
so pissed off now! simply just shut up!Labels: only you trust me =)
1/06/2010 10:19:00 PM;
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
title:{i never gonna know what you thinking despite im so close to you!}
i stroll, you walk
i walk, you jog
i jog, you ran
i ran, you fly
how do you want me to catch up with your fast pace?
you never even give me the chance to chase!
met up with my new principal today.
she talked about "BALANCED"
it used to be such as easy words, but then now its an entirely different words to me.
balance, balence, balence, balence, balence....
Labels: just to let you know i love your smile.
1/05/2010 10:48:00 PM;