today as per normal. i got to go school and lesson till 4pm lor. haha. today nq send me a msg is to test how the ppl think of u lor. haha. then a lot of ppl treat me as friends, miss me de friends n etc lor. we starting mass sending to a lot of ppl in our class and ppl outside our class lor. then keep going aroung testing on ppl lor. so fun. then pe today. i got the 5 station gold but now is bec of 2.4 running then pull my marks to silver. i now hesitating to retake 2.4km or not. is like i dun feel like running but yo get a gold i nid to reatake lor. so irritating lor. dunno wad choice to make lor. run or dun run lor?? haha. stay at concourse with hy,nq,syafiq,me lor.so tired today lor.
tmr got econs and cham lecture test. i shall die lor.
i cant even study finish n NOW IM BLOGGING LOR!!!
OMG! i cant believe tat last time de shuyi has already gone lor.
i not longer tat hardworking like the past lor.i lost the motivation to study already.i dunno how to get back my motivation. i feel so not myself these few months. HOW CAN I GET BAC MY OWN MOTIVATION?? HOW??

to jiawen: im sorry tat i have to cancel today de outing bec i really cant make it. im sorry abt it. so sorry!
to panny: sorry trouble u to msg all of em then make u so angry over it bec they nv reply. haha. so sorry.


Disappointing fact:i dunno should i give up on you. i really feel tat is not easily for me to lose u. i really dunno y u will treat me like tat now if u can give me a answer then tat will be really better lor. i feel very hurt by u. i dunno the road tat i choose is it a rational decision BUT i hope tat i didnt choose wrongly. is hard for me to make a rational decision BUT i hope tat if u were to see this msg or no abt it could u safe me out of this darkness. i have been inside here for a long time already. i feel so lost le i lost my way lor. the path now tat i walk is sooo lonely. it seem like thr is only me.i walk down myself.i dun wan these lost lost de feeling anymore. please rescue me n save me out of this darkness!



tmr going cheering for badminaton match. hope tat they will bring glory to school.

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