EVERYTHING seem so screwed up in my life. whatever thing i do, it doesnt have one thing that make me feel happy about. maybe in life, theres no such thing as perfect. but im not asking for perfect! i juz hope to achieve something in life!
ytd, i having a math marathon. my tuition teacher set an exam paper for us to do. i TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED in myself. i cant even do those question. i nid teacher to hint me on how to do. what really happen to me? i almost burst out in tears. i just control myself. what can i do for myself now? i reflect back: how was my life in the past? think back during PSLE, i was too confident of myself, hence i FAILED to go into my desired school. then i got into jss. jss give me the light again for my future. i study, i play and i succeed in my olevels. i worked so hard, now im in jc. BUT, WHY arent i doing my best now? have i really make the wrong choice in my life.? i dun want to regret again. WHAT to DO NXT? i try to motivated myself. i guess i have really let my parents disappointed again. i alway hope that i can make em proud. now, i feel very guilty and sorry for my parents. i dun want let them worry about me. im DAMN LOST now! 
today, math exam! i really cant do those question, i revise my tutorial and do those practices but i FAILED to do those question. what actually am i doing? i really dunno. i stay up late at night to study, i wake up early to study BUT IN THE END, my hardwork is still not paid off.
my WHOLE life is sooo screwed up now as i dunno wad im going to do nxt. i really hope that there's someone in my life can help me again? i really nid someone to help me. im veri sacred for the rest of the exam. i dun have the confident again to do.
im sorry to those who have high hope in me but i FAILED to achieve that. please stoopp hoping that i will do well and make u all proud. sorry that im so useless now....

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