im totally stress up by a lot of thing!
why must all of you be so unfair to bring all the problems to me at one go?
do you all know that its killing me at times!
i have to face all sort of aspect...
family matters,studies [retain/promote], personnal problems!
i reall have enough of all this problems! why must i face all this? im not as strong as what all of you think? im also waek inside.i really have no choice but to ignore all this problems. i still have my a levels leh! can someone please be clear of that? im really not superman that can solve everything. im so tired now! i wish that i can be in comma and never wake up you no!
as for studies, my ct has sort of hinted me already! so what nxt? what can i do? i dont born up in a rich family leh! i may have a lot of other paths to go but ultimately that not what my parents want to see! why am i once and once again making them disappointed over me!? why? at time, i really think that im not a good daughter!
my family and personnal problems is really killing me to the max already! i feel very pressurize leh! feel like giving up. can someone tell me what i can do? i really cant go on already. i dont have the energy already! please let me off can! i hate myself for now!
i really have no choices! i really like walking to the end of it already! what more you want? im not writing this to gain anyone sympathy but im saying that i really tired off!
sorry to all those friends and people who have been trying to make me feel homely and making me feel happy together! i seriously feel the pain but do you really feel it? i know that at times is no one parties fault but i really sick of it!
i have so many other thing that i have to solve! why all coming and go at the same times? can it be put to an end? im damn damn tired! mentally tired now....
exhausting! really tired? no jokes!
its seem like i have limited choices to adopt! i really hate everything that come to me now!
i have alway be thinking as long as i tell myself that i have no fear mean that i will no longer fear! but mt fear eventually come! i know that its entirely unfair! but what can i do right? this world is like that!
i learnt that once you open your heart out to received something, the granted will eventually be somthing that will be taken back again! maybe fate can make a big differences! i learnt to face up with all the reailty! reality is harsh but who have the right to leave in their netherland? nobody? everyone have to come out!
let me pull myself out of it is it okay? please dont snatch it away! i really have enough! i juz want to face up with the reality! give me some tines please! stop pressing me until i feel as though i cant grasped some air to breathe! please! i really beg the reailty!Labels: Reality is harsh.