starting of my hectic life again.
schooling, studying, mugging, tuition-ing, tests and basically everyone seem so competitive now.
to my surprise, i have been online-ing for one whole week.
wondering what i have been doing this one week.
this week have two test -math and physic.
i think both test i have done extremely badly.
out of so many many subjects that i take, i only love chem and econs.
even though i dislike physic and math to the core but i still have to score well for alevels.
have been telling myself not to procastine but i have been procastine all this while. certainly sure for this week.
trying to give my holis a big closure, but my heart have never been doing so.
sometimes i have thinking that everyone say that as long as you make the effort to study, you will do well.
how real is this statement?
suddenly lost track in the direction that i want to go.
seeing people who graduate from university or even going into university, seem noble but its so far far away from me.
nevertheless, i still have to go through. that's the promise that i make for myself and also to the people who have high hopes on me.
and i just hope that someone can be my motivator or rather a person who can stand by me to constantly teach me on the weaker subject.
its so hard to find but i know that i really really need help in physic and math.
pleassseeee, someone help me! seriously.
i know its my last years in jc and i cant slack anymore.
its time that i put on the fast pace running shoe and start running to the final destinations.
SET MY GOALS CLEAR! i dont want my goals to be only dream.
I WANT TO GET INTO PSYCHOLOGY COURSE!
im still constantly waiting for your message. your message is definitely an act of motivator to me!Labels: stop procastinating.